Acceptance
“to love life, to love it even
when you have no stomach for it
and everything you've held dear
crumbles like burnt paper in your hands,
your throat filled with the silt of it.
When grief sits with you, its tropical heat
thickening the air, heavy as water
...
more fit for gills than lungs;
when grief weights you like your own flesh
only more of it, an obesity of grief,
you think, How can a body withstand this?
Then you hold life like a face
between your palms, a plain face,
no charming smile, no violet eyes,
and you say, yes, I will take you
I will love you, again.”
― Ellen Bass
I decided to go back to the real me, my natural colour of hair, the hair dresser told me it made me look younger LOL I have never really been afraid of getting older I have worked hard to get to the place I'm at right now and a few wrinkles add to the aura. My birthday is coming up soon.....I still feel 24 in my head LOLwhen grief weights you like your own flesh
only more of it, an obesity of grief,
you think, How can a body withstand this?
Then you hold life like a face
between your palms, a plain face,
no charming smile, no violet eyes,
and you say, yes, I will take you
I will love you, again.”
― Ellen Bass
1 comment:
Your hair is beautiful as are you and I enjoyed re-reading the acceptance poem.....it is quite enlightening...Arnie
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